anxiety.

This uncomfortable feeling is starting to seep in.
Where I feel completly alone in a world full of sin.
I can't catch my breath and I'm feeling discomfort.

I know what I'm doing is right & O.K.

But I can't shake this feeling that no one else feels the same.
I need some validation from something much greater.
Then just my own heart or some words put on paper.

I'll close my eyes and just remember how to breathe.

Telling myself I'm doing well & that's what matters most to me.

I need to stop comparing and I need to stop staring

at what I could be doing if I hadn't fucked up and stopped caring.